Im Back for awhile...sorry for the extreme lack of commenting and updating..havent felt the need to as of lately...Just a snidbit of new info....New semester of classes has started and i have been working like a maniac. I have recently been going to alot of hockey games this year, for the obvious reason. i will try to update better later on friday night..

until next time cya

Whats up there,

So last week i went to the nigth 89x stole christmas, which was my first concert and what was really kickass convienent was i was able to see several of my favorite bands all at one concert for a pretty cheap price. This is who played, alien ant farm, living things, social code, coheed and cambria, 311, fall out boy, rise against, OUR LADY PEACE..meaning it was the fucking shit, motion city soundtrack, which wasnt bad i guess, but not my cup of tea. It started at 4 (last thursday) and we didnt get out til past 11, so a seven hour concert was fucking sweet. So Starting with social code, it just got louder from there; the floor was PACKED...I MEAN PACKED...and when Our lady peace came onto stage and performed where are you, it just erupted. Surprisingly enough, rise against was really good in concert, there songs were awesome, and of course when they played swing life away, the whole stadium was lite up with lighters and cell phone screens..Fall out boy had kickass stage presence, jumping around, the bassist jumping into the crowd..Def Dance Dance was the best song they played, no Control whatsoever.
Speaking of liting up, two rows in front of where we were sitting, there was a group of people just smoking of marijuana, just out in the open, how could i tell, well it definitely was cigarette smoke thats for sure.

Coheed and cambria was out of control, i mean that much hair for the lead singer and all the head banging he was doing, i wouldnt be surprised if he woke up with a stiff neck. when they opened up with welcome home...just another eruption from the crowd..just nuts...but all worth...and of course 311 was the best, reason i bought the tickets!!!!!!!


Over the weekend, i went to battle creek for a catering event for a balloon fest that our resturant was sponsoring for and we cooked up a whole bunch of food out in 20 degree weather which wasnt to bad, especiall in my case, since i was a griller, i was near the grill. On satuday, the day we arrived, we were able to to take a hot air balloon ride in the fest....5,000 ftin the air. so quiet, but i wish i had a parachute, because i wannted to jumpout of the basket so badly, not because i was nervous, but i just wanted to see how it feels to do that with a parachute of course lmao.

well today is a long day, im going to be @ school, studying and see if i can get my project underway...

until next time, cya later

Song--XO by Fall out BOy (BTW THE NEW CD IS FUCKING AWESOME)

I comb the crowd and pick you out
My mouth moves too fast for you to figure it out
It starts eyes closed to fingers crossed
"To I swear, I say"
"To I swear, I say"

To hands between legs, to "whatever it takes"
To drinks at the club to the bar
To the keys to your car
To hotel stairs to the emergency exit door

To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say (I say, I say, I say)
It never calls me when I'm down
Love never wanted me
But I took it anyway
Put your ear to the speaker
And choose love or sympathy
But never both
Love never wanted me

"I hoped you choked
And crashed your car"
Hey "tear catcher", that's all that you are
And ever were
From the start
I swear, I say
I swear, I say

To hands between legs, to "whatever it takes"
To drinks at the club to the bar
To the keys to your car
To hotel stairs to the emergency exit door

To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say
It never calls me when I'm down
Love never wanted me
But I took it anyway
Put your ear to the speaker
And choose love or sympathy
But never both, no

To the love I left my conscience pressed
Through the keyhole I watched you dress
Kiss and tell
(Loose lips sink ships)

To the love I left my conscience pressed
Through the keyholes I watched you dress
Kiss and tell
(Loose lips sink ships)
[x2]

To the love I left my conscience pressed [x3]
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say

THANKSGIVING BREAK!!!! STARTING NEXT MONDAY!! at least from work, i have the whole week off......major relaxin.. time but still i have to finish my oral presentation, start on my information fundamental power point project, and catch up on some goodddd ole ZZZzzzzzzzz....

And im back

This morning should of been nice, should of slept in but i couldnt. I had to wake up early again to go to work @ 9 for a family meeting and discuss topics and everything and all we did really was do show and tell and break off in groups and discuss the progress on everything. It was nice to be there with everyone on loose terms then working and being up tight that the managers are coming down hard.

Update...This December, DECEMBER 1, i am going to my first concert, the night 89x stole christmas featuring rise against, 311, coheed and cambria, Our lady Peace, Motion City Soundtrack, Alien Ant Farm, Fall Out Boy, and Social Code. Cant wait for that shit. Its going to be out of control. In addition, have tickets to red wings game on the 19th and tickets for pistons game the 23. So its going to be a fun month.

In other news, i have finish my plans and they are set to go to central next year , at least for my junior year. At the moment i am finishing my credits here @ OCC and then off to Central. Plans in the future is to graduate from Central in Pre pharmacy and finish my pharmacy degree @ ferris. Maybe, while im at these colleges, i can hook up on the hockey team and go from there.


I took break from lj because i really didnt have the time to update anymore, i would go by month's on update, so i decided to deactive it for now and then maybe activate lately. I work 35 hrs + evcery week @ work that and trying to juggle bio, chem, information fundamentals can become quite a task....After this semester, i definitely earn the braggin right of working full time and going to school full time since the credits are 12. I did register classes @ occ next semester, they are astronomy, philosophy, myth/magic/folk religion, and western traditions...I took classes that interest me so i could have a fun semester somewhat and not over work my self


Going to California by led zepepplin

Spent my days with a woman unkind,
Smoked my stuff and drank all my wine.
Made up my mind to make a new start,
Going To California with an aching in my heart.

Someone told me there's a girl out there
With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.
Took my chances on a big jet plane,
Never let them tell you that they're all the same.

The sea was red and the sky was grey,
Wondered how tomorrow could ever follow today.
The mountains and the canyons started to tremble and shake
As the children of the sun began to awake.

Seems that the wrath of the Gods
Got a punch on the nose and it started to flow;
I think I might be sinking.
Throw me a line if I reach it in time
I'll meet you up there where the path
Runs straight and high.

To find a queen without a king;
They say she plays guitar and cries and sings.
La la la la
Ride a white mare in the footsteps of dawn
Tryin' to find a woman who's never, never, never been born.
Standing on a hill in my mountain of dreams,
Telling myself it's not as hard, hard, hard as it seems.

Back Mother fuckers! Update later tomorrow

Hey there, imma going to say the trite thing...god its been forever since ive updated..one month.

Well well..Alot has happened within a month (trite saying) lol
Im still working the same crazy hours now as during the summer...I think i might of found some friends their at work.(GASP) yes i said friends. who knew. Last few weeks @ the job have been alright i guess. Ive received a promotion to specialist, which i think i mentioned before. Kinda nice to have respect and say in stuff with the managers..How bout dem apples.


But now classes have started up again and now im re-adjusting myself in dealing with 35+ hrs of work and 3 classes, which i know take @ OCC in southfield and royal oak. I am taking Chemistry, Biology, and fundamentals of information systems..which is kinda a big class for one of my majors...computer science..my other one is pharmacy. I only have a few more general eds to take before i can transfer. Im strongly considering Central and Ferris. every other college has been selectively eliminated through process of my majors. So its now just being able to decide which place will make me happy and will provide the necessary things to live....hockey, work, classes, and a girl, which is another story to be told. Both colleges have a strong pharmacy program, which is one of my majors, and BOTH have a strong hockey club team. so Props to them lol. Classes have been easy so far, knock on wood, i assume because its only 3 weeks in. Ive been able to pull my head out from last summer and that whole clusterfuck and have been able to reorganized life. Its sooo much simpler...class, work, hockey. ---the girl is in the background..if it happens, thats great, if not, then roll me in bread crumbs and dip me in shit, never saw that one coming lol.

Hockey has been a blast, been able to skating three times a week, which is a big relief for me from classes and work. Its pretty much my workout plan now that i dont have a membership to the local gym (result from working too much) With my biology class, ive received a nice first look of nutruition and other the healthy shit. Thats another thing i have supplement.... not that im fat, more like far from it, just gaining muscle and endurance and stamina...and that whole chestnut.

But a good thing this summer is the money, ive been able to pay off my debt, the rest of my cell bills i owe my parents, A NEW LABTOP, which is going to be paid off very soon, some clothes, the obvious hats and buckles....sorry bad habits die hard. lol. Now i jsut have this lil minor incident with a dumb driver that i have to settle i court next month. Hopefully the process goes smoothly and that they dont show up.

Today wasn't too bad, i had a bio test this morning, which i finishhed up in 45 mins, it had 75 questions. I think i did pretty good, except fro a few questions that i was completly iny-mini-miny-moein on. BUt overall i think i got at least a strong B on it. so we will see short.....Well im friggin hungry so imma gonna get me a bagel from the local shop....

Until next time, cya later





SONG

Cake short skirt, long jacket

I want a girl with a mind like a diamond
I want a girl who knows what’s best
I want a girl with shoes that cut
And eyes that burn like cigarettes
I want a girl with the right allocation
Who’s fast, and thorough, and sharp as a tack
She’s playing with her jewelry, she’s putting up her hair
She’s touring the facility and picking up slack
I want a girl with a short skirt,
And a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong jacket

I want a girl who gets up early
I want a girl who stays up late
I want a girl with uninterrupted prosperity
Who uses a machetti to cut through red tape
With fingernails that shine like justice
And a voice that is dark like tinted glass
She is fast, thorough, and sharp as a tack
She’s touring the facility and picking up slack
I want a girl with a short skirt,
And a long, long jacket

Nanananananananananananananananananananananananananananana

I want a girl with a smooth liquidation
I want a girl with good dividends
At citi bank we will meet accidentally
We’ll start to talk when she borrows my pen
She wants a car with a cup holder arm rest
She wants a car that will get her there
She’s changing her name from kiddy to karen
She’s trading her mg for a white chrysler le barron
I want a girl with a short skirt,
And a
Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong
Jacket

Nanananananananananananananananananananananananananananana

So the other night, i had a peticular dream that i found quite interesting and very positive. The dream was entirely about my daughter, that i had, ten years down the line of my life. I dreamed of her from her birth til she left for college.

Seeing her for the first moments of her life, She had hazel eyes. She would later on have Brown hair. I saw her grow up right in front of me, becoming the person i admire, strong, humble, and inteligent. She was a chip of the old, stubborn too lol. She put on skates @ the age of 5 and became obsessed..catching the bug from me. As the years went by, she grew up, mature, took on two more sports, basketball and softball, excelling @ the both, becoming all-state @ CranBrook High.

4 more years past like a blur, never knowing where they were. It was her senior graduation and her accomplishments werent a few. Setting records for women's hockey @ cranbrook for goals, assists, points, the same with basketball and softball in there respective categories. Her graduation party came and went, just as the summer did and before you knew she was up for college. I gave her that last hug and kiss on the forehead, wary of what lies ahead of her. I watched her leave with the her friends, who were going to the same college. and as i watched her drift away, she turned down several blocks away and escape my vision and then i woke up.

-----thats something i definitely look forward to.

most of my dreams are me walking on long beach, with the sunset in the background, pondering about whatever or walking in a endless wheatfield, almost as i had gone to heaven or even a peaceful purgatory. Id always wish life was simple when im listenin to music when im walking. Because when im doing that i just feel so much more @ peace.

Then i always ponder about life and if i'll go on by myself, because i only have a few friends, i dont talk much, i am an only child, not really connected with family, or maybe that person is just waiting outside my reach or waiting for me really.....I cant wait to get out.




***Im gonna miss you soooooooooooooooo MUCH BUDDY!!!, ILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU, ONLY A CALL AWAY ANYTIME!**** YOU ARE THE BEST!!!


Dave Matthews Band
» Dreamgirl

Yeah, Ya, Yeah
Yeah, Ya, Yeah Oh.
Yeah... Hey, alright...
(I) I would dig a hole all the way to China
unless of course I was there
and I'd dig my way home.
If by digging I could steal
The wind from the sails of the greedy men who ruled the world.
Still you're my best friend
and after a good, good drunk
you and me wake up and make love
after a deep sleep where I was dreaming
I was dreaming of a
Dreamgirl
Dreamgirl
Dreamgirl (Yeah)
Dreamgirl
I was feeling like a creep as I watched you asleep
face down in the grass in the park in the middle of hot afternoon
Your top was untied and I thought how nice it'd be to follow the sweat down your spine.
You're like my best friend
Oh, after a good good drink
you and me wake up and make love
after a deep sleep where I was dreaming
I was dreaming of a
Dreamgirl (yeah)
Dreamgirl
Dreamgirl (yeah)
Dreamgirl
Caught by a wave my back to the ocean.
It knocks me off my feet and
just as I find my footing
here you come again!
Dreamgirl, oh
Dreamgirl (mumble man)
The deep end...

HOOORAAYYY!!! NEW DESK AND NEW LABTOP!!! BIG NEWS MIGHT BE GOIN OVER TO POLAND FOR CHRISTMAS BREAK, NOT SURE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW

LOVE THE NEW DESK MAXIMUM SWEETNESS

GO MONGO, NEVER THOUGH BEING A GRILLER WOULD BE A GOOD THING IN **SOCIALIZING** LMAO

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST UPDATED ONLY BECAUSE IVE BEEN WORKING LIKE MY CAPTAIN TENNEAL'S OFF. ITS RIDICULOUS. IVE FINALLY BOUGHT A LABTOP, NOW I AM COMPLETE, THATS ALL I REALLY WANTED BECAUSE I JUST WANTED TO GET SOMETHING I COULD USE EVERYWHERE, EVEN NOW AT MONOGOLIAN BBQ, THERE IS WI-FI AND WIRELESS INTERNET SO IF YOU COMPUTER HAS MOBILE INTERNET, YOU CAN ALWAYS ACCESS THE WEB AT OUR RESTAURANT BIG NEWS

ORIENTATION =FOR THE NEW STORE WAS TONIGHT AND IT WAS FRIGGIN AWESOME, NICE TO KNOW I HAVE FRIENDS AT MY WORK PLACE AND PEOPLE WHO APPRICIATE ME AND THE WORK I DO AT THE STORE. GOTTA LOVE THAT. WE GOT SEVERAL NEW T SHIRTS, THANK GOD, AND THEY GAVE US THESE MARKETING TYPE SHIRTS THAT MAKE US WALKING AD BOARDS BUT TEHY WANT US TO GIVE THEM TO OUR FRIENDS OUTSIDE OF WORK TO WEAR, WHICH SEEMS LIKE A DANDY OF A IDEA IF YOUR TRYING TO GAIN SOME FRIENDS. IN ADDITION, I HAVE NEVVER YELLED, HOLLERED, WOO'ED, YEE HAW'D, HYPED, AND OW'D SOO MUCH IT WAS CRAZY, THE GM OF THE STORE LIKED THAT I WAS INTERACTED WITH THE ACTIVITIES. FURHTERMORE, THEY HANDED OUT PRIZES FOR ANSWERING QUESTIONS AND I WON THIS LITTLE HANDHELD SOLITAIRE GAME FOR ROAD TRIPS ETC...VERY NICE.

LETS SEE LETS SEE...OH YEA, HOCKEY IS BACK, MAJOR EXCITED BOUT THAT AND SPEAKING OF HOCKEY I HAVE THAT LATER TONIGHT, SINCE ITS TECHNICALLY WEDNESDAY NOW ACCORDING TO TIME. LOVE THAT SHIT.

well leave me a line everybody, been good to here from everybody

until next time cya later

AUDIOSLAVE LYRICS

"Yesterday To Tomorrow"

Beauty is what the eyes behold
And you burn brighter than most
I chased you thru the midnight streets
To be where I could speak freely
I didn't care what tomorrow held
I felt the world turning only for us
Only bliss now for you and me
Rise up let life's kiss send us reeling
And unlike the times before
From yesterday comes tomorrow
When life comes alive the past moves aside
No regrets and no remorse
We have more than everything
More than man or machine
More than luck
More than fiction
Higher than any religion

And unlike the times before
From yesterday comes tomorrow
When life comes alive the past moves aside
No regrets and no remorse
We'll squeeze the blood out of life
And say goodnight to the silver of old
Even when wrong we're right
Far beyond the world of diamonds and gold
I've come to realize
Where happiness lies
I want you to know I know
And unlike the times before
When life comes alive the past moves aside
No regrets no remorse


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